Day Eleven: Something you always think “What if…” about
I always think “what if…” regarding so many different areas of my life. Relationships, my gender identity and my weight for example.
What if … I had actually made an effort as a teenager to lose weight
What if … I had told my mum I wanted to be a boy when I was younger
What if … I had reacted differently? Would we still be friends?
What if … I had been neurotypical?
What if … I had grown up in England?
What if, what if, what if. As much as I spend time thinking about the what ifs, I spend more time thinking about what I have now, and how I can change the things I can change.