As much as I have massive waves of anxiety and panic, I also have huge bursts of excitement. I am thoroughly enjoying these bursts of excitement and they generally help me dealing with anxiety.
I am officially getting really excited for the holiday to Malaysia in June. The feeling of excitements come in bursts. It’ll be my fourth time travelling there. Every time I go, I feel like I am going home. I have started planning on what to pack, and what to take with me in my hand luggage. I have even thought about what books to download on my kindle to read while travelling. But at the moment, it is all just excitement. I still need to focus on my Dissertation and essay for University before I start packing.
As much as I have irregular waves of panic an anxiety, knowing I will be going on holiday in June helps tackle my fear of sitting down and writing. The bursts of excitements give me bursts of energy and positivity I desperately hold on to and utilise to do as much as I can push myself to do without collapsing.
Apart from stressing over my dissertation, I’m watching Sense8 Season 2. I am absolutely loving it so far and I don’t want it to end. I got really excited when I finally caught up on the fact that new episodes had finally been added to Netflix.
Also watching One Piece again. Watching One Piece is bringing up a lot of memories growing up and I fell in love with it all over again. I’m only on episode 103 though, so I have a long way to go to be up to date. I love all the anime I used to watch when growing up. Next to One Piece, I’d watch Detective Conan and Inu Yasha for example.
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